I'm an idiot so I like to take things to the extreme. When I got my first 30g I took the 1.2g at about 6pm and went on about my night. I didn't feel anything too much so I decided to massive dose and took an additional ~4g (i figured this would be equiv to 8 gabatropins, the recommended high end massive dose, at 500mg each) at about 8pm. The next 2 hours I had friends over and we all were sipping beer and noticed the effects were much more pronounced. Kind of very drunk without the intoxication. When I went to bed at like 2am I was really "drunk" even though I had only 2 beers. My eyes kept crossing and 'wiggling' (like a strong dose of e does, not pleasant). I stumbled around and had to hold on to the walls to get to bed. When I closed my eyes I seemed to visualize highly creative patterns, it was similar to a milder version of lsd in this respect. When I woke up the next day I was fucked up by the same amount and had to call into work sick because I had no concentration and was acting drunk, stumbling and slurring my words. The rest of the day i hung around the house and by evening I was starting to become un-drunk, but still had major effects in terms of highly increased socialability and lack of anxiety. I had a full hour conversation with my barber who I normally say <5 words to. Also insecurities that would normally be bothering me in the back of my head were non-existent.
I rated this as neutral because want to people to read this post and understand that the effects of a ridiculously high dose (5g+) can be debilitating for a day or more. I was taken off guard at how strong and long lasting the effects were.
Since this I've used it off and on, not taking more that 2g in one day. Used properly this is the most effective supplement I've ever taken in regards to anxiety, expecially the social variety. |